March 2011
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sonatainblu:
Day 30. One thing you’re excited about:
I’m actually excited about a lot of different things. But I think that I’m most excited about being me, finally. I feel like while I was in North Carolina I was me for a bit… but me wasn’t really up to par.. so, I sat a part of me on a shelf to rot away while I tried to be everything everyone else wanted..
But being home has...
One of those daaaays.
Suuuucky.
Can girls not hang out with a guy just to...
“If your inner being changes, your whole outer life will be totally different. It...”
– Osho (via oceanofmind)
Truth, in every sense of the word.
Day 29. Five weird things that you like:
Fuuuuuck. I like a lot of weird things, but I guess they’re normal at the same time?
1. Scars. They tell a story, fun, scary or whatever.. Its always interesting to hear about how someone got a scar.
2. Feathers. I just love them. LOVE LOVE them, even. Always a good accessory.
3. Keys. I love skeleton keys, regular keys, car keys… you name...
Day 28. Somewhere you’d like to move or visit:
Well, there are several places in America that I’d love to visit still… but on the top of my list is Norway to see my friend Sue again, and then… it would be Italy. Just to see the art, everywhere. I would like to live in a mountain town, maybe a little isolated, just to see if it really is simpler. I wanna see what California...
Day 27. A quote you live by:
I have always find myself remembering Wintson Churchill’s quote “If you’re going through hell, keep going.” And it has pretty much made me rethink what the hell I’ve been doing a few times. That even if its horrible as hell right now, keep going, it will get better. Everything always gets better.
I can't believe...
that its only been 2 and half months… And I thought I would never be happy again.
Its so funny how when you’re around so many people who care, you can’t help but start to feel so much better about everything, and that its not the end. Things will keep going. It took me some time, a lot of time it feels. But I’m not gonna waste so much time on him anymore. I miss him, and...
I have a confession:
I like baby faced men. It’s a horrible curse. :/
Day 26. Things you like and dislike about yourself:
LIKE: I’m artsy, I try to be as creative as possible and think life through in the most creative way. It doesn’t always work out to my benefit, aaand maybe a logical approach once in a while wouldn’t hurt me.. buuuut… Eh, doesn’t happen. Hahaha. O really try to listen to people when they’re talking, I really...
I'm in a sassy mood.
What should I do?
Day 25. Something you’re currently worrying about:
Uuuuuuh…Honestly, I’m pretty chill at this point. Worrying about kind of: just boy problems. Everyone is up on my nuuuuuts. Haha. not really that many people.. but, just a few guys. I guess thats what I get for baking cookies made out of love.
This guy... legit. He knows whats up. And he knows...
Zach: You are pretty incredible.
Me: I'mmm saving that for proof of how incredible I am.
Zach: Deal.
Day 24. Five words/ phrases that make you laugh:
hahah… well, recently it seems to consist of a lot of swear words.. but I’ll try to keep that to a minimum.
1. Homo- inside joke between the fam
2. Asshat
3. Anything that consists of my sister and I staying in a room too long can become funny.
4. Cuddlefish
5. Hearing my friend Al say ‘vagina’ very quietly, as to make...
Day 23. Something that you miss:
Gosh.. warning: this is gonna be whiny.
I miss the feeling of being wanted by someone other than family. The sense of just being accepted and wanted around and just enjoying the fact of another person next to me really just wants me near, and I don’t have to say a word. I miss certain smells, that I won’t get into detail about.. but they were his...
Day 22. Your academics:
My academics recently have dwindled to nothing… Which will change in the fall, but right now I’m gonna fucking get that moneeeey.
Day 21. How you hope your future will be like:
This is simple… I just wanna find my niche and grab it, go with it and be happy in the outcome. Now that I know what not to do, and can work on a better path. I hope that I’m surrounded by my art and my children and grandchildren. I hope that I can give them wonderful memories that last a lifetime. I just wanna enjoy life.
